Well maybe things will start getting better now.I have spoken to someone who seems to have a good head on their shoulders.Maybe we can move on and get things back to normal.I have been trying to figure out what has been going on and why.But to no avail,my discussion with this person today opened my eyes to somethings although the discussion helped me with the problem that I was having. I still want to know why things have to go on in this field like I have been exposed to over the past yrs.People continue to hoax and do things that I consider to be unethical. I promised that things would be left alone on my part and I intend on keeping my word. I will leave this certain subject alone after I finish this article.
I would like to offer my apologies to certain people in this field,although I am still confused about exactly what happened. I got mixed up in something that I had no idea about.Things were said that hit me the wrong way and I in turn voiced my opinion on what I thought was being done to me. Although I am still kind of left scratching my head on some points,I have chosen to stay out of this feud. If this means I have to stay away from everyone involved then that will be what I have to do. I ask each individual to accept my apology and the reason I say this is that I have offended a person that I consider to be a friend. That person I am talking to I think may know who I am talking to. Even though I don't agree with the way things were handled and the reasons given to me by a certain individual. I am hoping to get past this and get back to what I like to do and that is researching these fascinating creatures. There are allot of people this feud or arguement has hurt and bled over into their lives, if you will. I tried to get around all of this and see both sides but I have been led to the conclusion that one person is at fault and they know who they are. I do want to stay focused on what I like to do and bickering doesn't have anything to do with what I want. I have came to realize that know matter how bad I want certain things to stop in this field, it will continue know matter how hard I fight it. I will continue to do things the way they should be done and not the way everyone thinks I should do. Another thing that I have figured out is that certain people will do what ever it takes to cause confusion and say what ever they think will shine a bad light on certain people that they just don't like for some reason or another. In my opinion there is no room for this kinda of attitude in this community. Maybe when Hell freezes over this will stop. Until that time I am just going to let things roll right along as if I don't exist, because I can't do anything to stop it. The only thing that I can do for certain is not let it effect my work and not get involved with any more groups that are in this community. I will work with people if they want but I will not be tied down to any specific orginazation or group. Been there on 2 different occassions and didn't like the out come.
Now those who may want to come to me and to those that have already asked forget it, it will never happen.{being on your little shows} Those that are in the practice of manipulating and stirring up crap, get a life. You will never be considered my friend and don't even try because you will be denied. Myself I was hoping to accomplish something that no one else had and that was to hopefully put an end to this BS, guess what I give up and you should to and I can only hope that you will someday. Until then you do don't come asking me for anything or even when the time comes you still don't need to ask me. You started all this and now you have to live with it and you know who I am talking about.The one that had the BS show thinking they were accomplishing something. When all you did was allow lies to be told and then stir the pot even more, grow up man if you consider yourself to be a man.
Now here I sit regretting what has happened with some friends that also got caught up in this crap. I offer my apologies and pray that we can get past this. If we can't then,thats my fault for getting caught up in all this drama.
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